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Get shit done
I'm tired, how come?
Ain't I the privilaged one?
Feeling like I try hard
So try hard.
But the distractions feed on my mind.
Lost.
Am I lost?
How come people suffer in the world
While I get worked up about scrabbeling down some meaningless words?
Looking for affirmation I don't even deserve.
Thoughts.
I got to many thoughts.
And they eat me alive
Spits me out like a mess
Can't handle the stress
Get your act together girl
Stop waiting for something to burn.
Life isn't supposed to be pleasent
Your search for perfection
Is the acual distraction
Don't overthink it
Get shit done
Give me tears
Give me sweat
Give me blood